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This, a current memory of some realizing experience, in 1995.

Am diving deeper
(coming with me?)
into the
PRESENT/PRESENCE
and you are loosening up, yes,
dissolving individual control gradually into it.
You can afford it...,
nothing to lose no more...,
no fear no more...,
no way!

You trust this momentous timelessness
so confidently now..., ..., ....!
You..., at one point now...,
being aware of ...
'being'... and... 'not-being-even-not'...
simultaneously...
A primordial border-line-ness
shaping up...and dis-appearing
A PRIMAL NOW,
an unhistorical happening incessantly.

How to find more words and which ones?

But there is an image...,
you recall...,
you want to recover it...
Imaginatively,
you remember yourself being a coin...
A one-sided coin however...
Huh?

Are you still with me?

One Side
intensively feeling "here now"
and... you are voicing it...somehow...,
you are vibrating
IT WITHIN
And you have nothing to vibrate IT IN...
The WORD maybe? Yes IT IS.. the word, IS..., IS..., IS...,
THE WORD..., ahhh, primal sound... ohhh.
This is so lovely, so hammmmmm, yes, y-e-s, YESSS!

The other side of the coin
the (n)one not-even-not-there...
not even imaginable,
not even wanting... nor wanted...

Oh, the freedom and impossibility of being...,
the unneeded ness.

And you are flipping yourself into a void...

THE void,
not even there before you flipped yourself
:-), :-), :-).
You get it, you've got it !!!
The flipping forms the void
as you flip your being

And you chuckle...,
you unavoidably realize the unflippable side...
Your SELF between,
between,
between something and not even nothing
SELF is between
between is SELF
An inkling of relating,

a beginning of playing around limits,

Tumbling through NO and THING

And you chuckle some more...,
you laugh..., this is

fun,

f-u-n,
FUN !!!

YOU COULD DO THIS FOREVER
and you DO
Laughter...

YOU ARE ALREADY DOING THIS FOREVER
NOW, FOREVER NOW...,

Laughingly you expand your expanse
Your universal echo

I, I, I, I, I, I
THIS THIS THIS

!!!

Universal laughter as you tumblingly form your flippin' universe.

And merriment... ah divine fun...

the tumbli-ness of being and not.
Flippingly you discover a playful naughtiness.
This has forever only been the beginning,
The endy edge of being...
There is no end to stopping...

There is more :-), but I leave it at this.

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